Graveyard of Immortals

I... I think I may just have almost finished the first draft of my thesis.


Okay, a lot of the results are preliminary, the "Conclusions and Outlook" section kind of does not exists as of yet but. Yeah. Lots and lots of buts if I'm honest, but it has reached the point where I can send it to my advisor. Which is good, because today is the deadline and there wasn't really a question about if I could make it and I'm certainly not satisfied with the how, but...
It's officially the start of the end?

It's officially the start of the end.

What a curious, curious feeling.

Soooooo... my (hopefully) last calculations are running, my advisor is (hopefully) reading the first 48 pages of my thesis, the appendix is complete and I still want to submit next week.

To Do
• write convergence analysis
• wait for last results and make pretty diagram out of them
• write material property analysis
• write summary and outlook
• get my head out my arse and actually do something!

Really. I want to have this thing finished in a week and I'm sitting here, sleeping late, reading (bad) fanfic and waiting for the sky to fall or panic to hit.
...And I don't even mind, because... yeah, no panic whatsoever. How's that even possible?

So, dear flist, who wants to talk me into a panic attack? I really could need one right about now. (It makes writing so much easier...)


In unrelated news: The contract for the PhD position exists. But I only get it, when I have proof I graduated. And I can only get a flat with the contract, so I guess.. Yeah, more procrastination, since I can't do anything right now. Yay!

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?